~~~~~HAPPY 32ND MONTH ~~~~~

我真的超希望今天可以倒帶...倒回去我剛從學校出來的時候........ i know i totally screwed up.....>.< it should have been a good time since we haven't met for such a long long time...i don't understand how come you weren't that excited as before or you just felt tired cuz you stayed up late last night. and i know i made really bad choices for tonight. my mind wasn't clear at all. i'm not looking for any excuse for it, but it's just i haven't had any connection to outside. it made me not be able to think that quickly...... i feel like a loser tonight when feeling you not want to meet me anymore.....definitely make it up to you tomorrow. if you think you have a great time tomorrow, then please change the XXXXX to "Happy," so i'll get it. love you - 44th month